Since I started checking out the various blogs I’ve found two posts that really dealt with me in an area I prefer to avoid. Fathers. Early last week I read a post from A Free Spirit Butterfly in which she talked about America's fascination with BASEBALL! I thought baseball?!?!? What she talkin’ ‘bout baseball for?!?!? Well it wasn’t about baseball; it was about dad’s excitement over being able to share one of his loves with his girl. I was happy for her; happy with a touch of envy. Then my blogging inspiration, Attorneymom, posted a wonderful tribute to her Father. She was even able to describe the soul of her father not just the looks. I felt heaviness for AM and prayed for her. But; still a little envy. Don didn’t write much but he did say of his own father that he missed him. I felt for Don but still with envy. I only miss not knowing what could have been if I had pursued a relationship. On August 6 of 197sumthin I celebrated my 5th birthday and my father was already gone back to
This is toooo loooong but if your still here, Thanks.